Spinning, twirling, thoughts colliding
Disassemble, rearrange
This goes here and that goes there
But everything is everywhere.
Shuffle this, insert that
Scootch it over
Make room for this
Get rid of that.
New means different
Change is good
Except when it’s not
How do you know…
Stop
Concentrate
Think
Focus
Spinning, twirling, thoughts colliding…
PS If you wonder why the lack of posting, this is why.
The problem is that I’ve been just doing what I can do for awhile now. I need to get out of this rut.
It will happen. Your new path. Sometimes it isn’t exactly what you thought it was going to look like, but it will evolve. Try to relax and enjoy your long weekend with your family.
I hope it happens soon. I do feel like I have finally accepted it and I am taking steps to make it happen.
Gosh, I can relate to this.
While I was reading this I thought about the fact that B says to me a lot that he wants to be an adult and I try to tell him that no, he does not. Because man, it’s hard to be an adult sometimes. WAY harder than being a kid…
It is so hard to be an adult. Sometime the responsibility is overwhelming.
I get that. The blog is the space where it’s okay to say, ‘No. I can’t do that today.’
The rest? You are an amazing woman. Believe what you know.
The problem with “I just can’t do that today” is that it is spilling over into other areas if my life.
I get that. All of that. And thank God you know how to say it because I sure don’t.
And it all gets really old really fast.
You’re not alone, girl. Not by a long shot.
I’m not sure I really know how to say it. That was pretty much just word spilling out of my head.
If I were your neighbor I’d come over with vodka and cheesecake. One foot in front of the other my friend…
Mmmmmm, cheesecake.
I get this. 100%, completely.
(Inch by inch, day by day. That’s all we can do, right?)
I can SO relate….so…so…so…much. **sigh**
Hey lady, it’s been a few days since you posted this. Hopefully things are better. I’m sorry you’re so overwhelmed and I’m sorry that I can SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO relate to this post. In a way, it’s a really beautifully written piece.
Hugs and thanks for being a great bloggerfriend.
I’m working on it. I’ve got a plan. Now I just have to execute it.